Wednesday, April 22, 2020

What Birthdays Look Like Now


My bff's birthday is today. She probably would have had dinner with her husband, just the two of them, and we wouldn't have seen them anyway.  But this year is different. We put her favorite beer on our bi-weekly shopping list and dropped it off at her house this evening with some home made face masks.

It killed me to not run up and give them both big hugs. I got the beer and masks and started to walk up to them when I remembered we are in a pandemic. I stopped halfway and put the beer on the ground and backed away. It was so weird. 

I think that little bit of face to face interaction upset the balance we've cultivated. 

Friday, April 3, 2020

Heavy

Everything feels heavy today.
My head feels heavy.
My chest feels heavy.
My heart feels heavy.

I don't really have a reason. Well, a new reason. I'm just off. I had a good conversation about work with my supervisor so I guess I feel like I have some direction. I rescued my plants from my office. (Who knows when we will be back there?) I had a nice solo walk with some good music. Good things.

Still.

I've had a headache since early afternoon. I'm feeling sad. 

Tomorrow I will try to do some things. Maybe dig out my sewing machine, and get Maggie's going. Do some yard stuff. Get out of bed?

Thursday, April 2, 2020

The Status if the World

Copied from a Facebook post and sums everything up.

Just so I NEVER forget..... April 2, 2020

-Gas price a mile from home was $1.40
-School cancelled - yes cancelled (students left  March 13 and wouldn’t return)
-Self-distancing measures on the rise.
-Tape on the floors at grocery stores and others to help distance shoppers (6ft) from each other.
-Limited number of people inside stores, therefore, lineups outside the store doors.
-Non-essential stores and businesses mandated closed.
-Parks, trails, entire cities locked up.
-Entire sports seasons cancelled.
-Concerts, tours, festivals, entertainment events - cancelled.
-Weddings, family celebrations, holiday gatherings - cancelled.
-No masses, churches are closed.
-No gatherings of 50 or more, then 20 or more, now no gatherings of 5 or more.
-Don't socialize with anyone outside of your home.
-Children's outdoor play parks are closed.
-We are to distance from each other.
-Shortage of masks, gowns, gloves for our front-line workers.
-Shortage of ventilators for the critically ill.
-Panic buying sets in and we have no toilet paper, no disinfecting supplies, no paper towel no laundry soap, no hand sanitizer.
-Shelves are bare.
-Manufacturers, distilleries and other businesses switch their lines to help make visors, masks, hand sanitizer and PPE.
-Government closes the border to all non-essential travel.
-Fines are established for breaking the rules.
-Stadiums and recreation facilities open up for the overflow of Covid-19 patients.
-Press conferences daily from the President. -Daily updates on new cases, recoveries, and deaths.
-Government incentives to stay home.
-Barely anyone on the roads.
-People wearing masks and gloves outside.
-Essential service workers are terrified to go to work.
-Medical field workers are afraid to go home to their families.

This is the Novel Coronavirus (Covid-19) Pandemic, declared March 11th, 2020.

We have so much!
Be thankful. Be grateful.
Be kind to each other - love one another - support everyone.

Wednesday, April 1, 2020

Mark This Day

Wednesday, April 1, marks the day that I have given up. My pants do not have a button. I am wearing leggings....